After Choosing Myself and Letting Go……
After Choosing Myself and Letting Go……
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Let me tell you…..
Once I chose myself and let everything go of what was not mine to carry….
Life itself started to change for me.
Everything got lighter. I started to smile again and love came flowing back into my heart.
I remember telling my therapist one day that I didn't know who I was anymore.
Well….. finding myself, I did.
When I got quiet and solitude was my best friend, my world around me changed in ways I never expected.
I found peace in my soul and realized that there is more for me.
The months following that day showed me that I am never alone. That there is something greater showing me and giving me the guidance and answers I needed along the way.
What I went through…..
An Awakening….. A Rebirth
The same happened to me years ago. I just didn't know what that really meant or how to apply it back then.
This time…..
I had more help and guidance along the way.
After letting go…..
My feed on FB changed.
There were inspirational posts, readings from many talented tarot readers and YouTube that showed me who I truly am and why everything in my life happened to me.
My whole life started to make sense to me.
All the why’s I had asked became clear and with that understanding, I was able to start to move forward.
I still have tests and lessons along the way to help me understand why some things kept happening and to make new choices.
When I started to see the same patterns over and over now and in the past is when I started to choose differently.
Think of being on a hamster wheel…..
It keeps going around and around until you choose to get off.
When people choose to make me the problem when I'm not.
I choose my peace with no explanation.
How they choose to speak and treat me and not see their accountability in the matter…. Is their problem, not mine.
Now…. When someone screws their face up and yells at me for something without knowing or questioning and just assuming it's my fault ……
I am calm…..
I no longer feel the need to explain myself.
I walk away and keep my peace.
I have grown comfortable with myself.
I protect my peace because that is more important to me now than making myself small to fit into their box of how I should be and live.
I will not conform to others' expectations of me any longer.
I do what is best for me now.
If people see me as the problem…. So be it.
I know differently now.
My circle of friends is small and that's OK because they are the ones that have stuck by me, know me and treat me like I should be.
There is no hiding who I am……
The Mask is Off Now
If you don't like what you see in me….
I'm good with that now.
It is only what they see in me that they don't have within themselves that is the problem they see.
It has taken me a long road to get where I am today….….
I will never go back to where I was and if people want back into my life…..
They have a lot of work to do on their own journey now.
I have found me again…….
I love myself again……
I Choose Peace over any Chaos……
I am growing……..
I am moving forward now……
I am creating the life I want now…..
To Awaken….
You see things differently
You become who you were always meant to be and who you were before when you first came into this world.
A Spiritual Soul…..
Wishing You All Wonderfilled Moments as you Awaken and Bring Love and Light back into this Big Beautiful World We Live In.
Theresa ❣️🥰
XO
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